A painting

You cannot paint without dark shades
There cannot be art without darkness.

I see colours
All bright and happy, ready for the canvas
But my hands don’t move
Disillusioned by dark shades.
Where does darkness fit?
In eyes? In hearts? Or in flaming souls?

A blue flame lit
I see my hands, once frozen, burn now
With the same fire she has
Darkness has warmth now
Darkness finds its place
As I paint the ultramarine soul of my love.

I’ll paint myself purple
For I resemble the amethyst vessels.
I have held her in my arms
Her intoxicating charm, I absorbed
She is my purpose and I, her shape
I see it in the light of my amethyst soul.

We blend in each other
To become art; Darkness rests
And so do our restless souls.
I touch the dark strokes
Ah! How they pleasure me!
The colours are now the orgasms of our souls!

First Night

She woke up one night

With an eternal loss, for an unknown gain

She looked at us with her bewildered eyes

While we were about to greet her goodnight

She sat on her tiny little grave and wept the pain away

(In the land of no disguise)

O Mama, can you hear me?

Can you hear me cry?

I went on to tell her

It wasn’t the same anymore

The night won’t let her escape to her Mama’s arms

But she was shaken to her core

A spirit’s first night…

I could see her pain

And a will to sustain, those tears her cheeks wore

So I offered her some beautiful flowers

Laid down to offer peace to the ones slain

On her tiny little grave, she wept, despite our gesture

(In the land of darkest hours)

O Mama, can you hear me?

Can you hear me cry?

I went on to tell her

It wasn’t the same anymore

The night won’t let her escape to her Mama’s arms

But she was shaken to her core

A spirit’s first night…

She looked at our faces with a hint of doubt

With the brightest smile we wanted to see

With the innocence she was all about

She asked the toughest question to me

Oh, why can’t my Mama hear me cry?

Why won’t she hear me cry?

The land of roses…

All these years I ran from myself

They seem so wrong, all of a sudden

As you walk me back to my heart, to my lost self

The journey’s as beautiful as the destination

As beautiful as the hand that takes me through

I owe everything to the road that led me to you.


Now I see in the new light you show

You can help me find my dream

For I lost it in some battle I fought ages ago

I found myself both the culprit and the victim

Can  you find me a home in your loving eyes?

A haven for the heart you mesmerize.


I can put everything at stake

To have you by my side forever

All that I desire are those sweet moments you make

Every second you spend with me is worth fighting for

You’ve made enough to help us last here

Enough to take down everything we fear.


Just let me weep in your embrace

I need you through all that I face

Together, we can clean all the blood

From the land of roses.

In love with you……

When your sugar-coated words kiss my ears,

I love the voice that endlessly lingers..

I found the courage to burn my fears,

As you caressed my hair with your tiny fingers..

And yet my pulse still gallops,

When I look into your eyes and the world stops…

 

 

Your eyes, your smile and all that you do,

You do it so well that life seems new,

And baby, all I can do is fall deeper in love with you…

 

 

The moment I wish for something special,

You hug my heart and gift me a miracle,

Teaching me the simplest ways to bring a smile,

You make me believe that our love ain’t fragile…

And no matter how many times i see you,

I’ll always find my world in you!! 🙂

 

 

Your eyes, your smile and all that you do,

You do it so well that life seems new,

And baby, all I can do is fall deeper in love with you…

 

 

Everyday we’ll gift our lives with a new way,

No evil, no matter how strong, can lead us astray,

Breaking all the illusionary chains of sanity,

We’ll travel into an infinite realm, just you and me.. 

Just you and me… 🙂

 

Your eyes, your smile and all that you do,

You do it so well that life seems new,

And baby, all I can do is fall deeper in love with you…

 

 

P.S. – a romantic piece after a long time… wasn’t easy.. but enjoyed writing it.. hope u like it 🙂

Haunted by Realisation!!

I breathe the air of loneliness and despair,

As it surrounds me in a nightmare…

All I hear is the howl of sorrow,

As the streets become too dark and narrow….

 

A feeling that stings my senses,

A fire rises again from the ashes…

Burning through my skin and trying to reach my heart,

I doubt it’s still alive….

 

Do they change colors all of a sudden?

Or the truth that was long-hidden?

Was it a mask very deceptive?

Or a corrupted soul with a lost incentive,

Making victims feel false guilt

And shattering all the dreams built?

 

A feeling that stings my senses,

A fire rises again from the ashes…

Burning through my skin and trying to reach my heart,

I doubt it’s still alive….

 

I despise the spectators they become,

While the memories lose their home,

Making life, just a story of survival

A game with no chance of revival….

Second chances becoming mere illusions,

Rationality trapped in hellish prisons…

 

A feeling that stings my senses,

A fire rises again from the ashes…

Burning through my skin and trying to reach my heart,

I doubt it’s still alive…

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Retreat….

This silent breeze reminds me

An evening etched in my memory….

When I surrendered to your love,

O… I could sense all that was unsaid,

But I didn’t realize your voice was about to fade…

 

Oh.. Can’t you retreat…. from the place where you’ve been

I can’t bear this defeat…. Can’t forget the dream we’d seen…

 

Left without a single desire..

Deep within, I feel the fire,

The hope that you’ll return somehow..

Sure I can still make a smile

Maybe only for a while…

 

Oh.. Can’t you retreat…. from the place where you’ve been

I can’t bear this defeat…. Can’t forget the dream we’d seen…

 

I can see you rejoice as it rains..

My sadness enshrouded by your dance…

But dunno why you suddenly go away…

When I’ll narrate my day to you..

You’ll listen to me throughout, won’t you?? 

 

Oh … why can’t you retreat…from the place where you’ve been

I can’t bear this defeat…. Can’t forget the dream we’d seen…Couple-Music-2